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Monday, November 8, 2010
Twisted @ 4:09 PM



Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted

-Skittles-

Sometimes I begin to wonder what my purpose really is for living. I start to question if anyone would really even miss me if I’m gone.  I know what I go through isn’t probably half as worse as what the next kid goes through. We all have our problems, big or small, but they all matter. They all affect us and sometimes it seems unfair. I’ve had my share of dark days, days where I try everything possible to blend in. Try to get out of everyone’s lives and try to not be a bother for anyone. But then I also think of the people I love, I think of the people that are my world. I’m not scared of the fact that they’ll have to live without me but I’m more scared about living without them.

My best friends are my life, and without them I probably wouldn’t have been alive today. They’re my guardian angels who encourage me to take each day one step at a time. So no matter how warped or twisted the situations I go through, I know they’ll always be by my side. Always on the sidelines, cheering me on.

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