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Sunday, November 14, 2010
Heart @ 11:17 AM
Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's for real
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's for real
Remember that fuzzy feeling you used to get? Looking into each others eyes, wishing time would freeze. Every kid goes through those feelings. Feeling as if you’re in love. Feeling as if he’s the one.
But it never ends up that way. He ends up walking away. He ends up leaving you, standing in the rain by yourself, and you know he’s never coming back. That’s when you realize he wasn’t the one. So you close your heart, lock it so no one else can ever open it again.
I’ve been through these emotions, feeling lost, feeling hurt and feeling pathetic. I can honestly say that I’ve never been in love though. It’s too strong of a word and I’m saving it. Saving it for the right guy. And I probably won’t know when he comes by, but I’ll eventually realize. I’ll realize that all those other guys didn’t matter, and I’ll learn to open up my heart again. But for now I’m just going to wait. Wait for the right guy to come along to find the key, and open my heart.