about
you think you know me.
●
●
●
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Move Along @ 10:34 PM
Exam time is slowing creeping up. Actually, it’s right around the corner. One week to be exact.
This next month will probably be the worst days of my life, I don’t even think I can enjoy my winter vacation because of all the work I have left to do. Do I have to do this work on my break? No. But if I did it, then I wouldn’t be behind on my work.
I went into the Acting Academy knowing the work load, but now that I’m experiencing it, boy am I depressed. Not a bad depressed and not a good depressed, somewhere in the middle. The worst part about all of this is that I can’t even enjoy my winter break. I’m running around stressed about how much work I have to get done and I’m not even doing it. I try to have fun and go out, but it’s always on the back o my mind, which isn’t good. I actually want to enjoy my vacation.
I don’t want to have to be thinking about homework. We’re only a kid once so live it up....unfortunately having fun won’t get you into university. Which I still have to apply for this winter break. As if I didn’t have enough to balance on my plate already, now the big university applications are slowly creeping in. Sometimes I feel like giving up to be honest. I have those days where I just lose it and think to myself, is it all really worth it? And then I think about my future and what I want to become and where I want to go. I can’t give all of that up. Life's hard and that’s the fact. I just need to handle it the best I can. I need to push myself and shoot for the stars. I always keep in mind to keep moving forward, the motto that keeps me going.
I don’t want to have to be thinking about homework. We’re only a kid once so live it up....unfortunately having fun won’t get you into university. Which I still have to apply for this winter break. As if I didn’t have enough to balance on my plate already, now the big university applications are slowly creeping in. Sometimes I feel like giving up to be honest. I have those days where I just lose it and think to myself, is it all really worth it? And then I think about my future and what I want to become and where I want to go. I can’t give all of that up. Life's hard and that’s the fact. I just need to handle it the best I can. I need to push myself and shoot for the stars. I always keep in mind to keep moving forward, the motto that keeps me going.